I am in a pretty bad relationship now with a very controlling man. We will have been together for 4 years this up coming Aug. I really do need help here in getting a new fresh start. I do need to have someone who can take me in and have a room with interenet capabilities, and some much needed space for my things. I do not have a whole lot, but what I do have I want to keep becaues i have worked hard in my life for what I do have left anyway, that is just things collected in the past 5 years. I lost my X Fiance to a diabetic related heart attack when he was just 43. I was then living in Southern Florida (Hollywood area) I had a recent divorce to a Man whom I was married to for 12 years. Our divorce was final in November of 2002, anyway I lost my boyfriend on Memorial Day of 04, That is when I woke up to him deceased and I was so shocked, freaked out, and handled it the best way I could. Very Sad and I still suffer, today has been a really bad day, and being I am so unhappy in my relationsihp now, and I do not have anywhere I can go, He has not let m;e have friends now for 4 years, no job, no Car because he refused to pay my fine from Florida of $600 to get my license back. I have suffered a server accident in 2003 while visiting my Brother in Indiana and crashed his new Z71 Package Truck into a rear end of a dump truck and substanied some nerve loss in my forehead and a concussion, I got very lucky the hood did not exceed much further back or I would have been decapitated at my neck)(OUCH) I don't remember much, just waking up in the Hospital, anyway very bad scene. But I am ok, my face isn't even noticable i paid for a plastic surgeon back then to repair as he stiched so I wasn't just a rat under surgery assessment here in the good ol us ofA. OUr healthcare is pretty scary business.
Ok anyway I need a room in exchange for house work, nanny, etc. even a boyfriend lol, I love Men , but I need one who is very sympatetic and another thing I do need insurance, so wherever you do live, if the county does have insurance for the needy (me now) I would need to apply for that. I want to work out how to get my license, I have absolutley NOBODY, he has really taken me in and I have been in this house for 4 years, I mean he invited me to go to the beach, mountains, etc... But only with him, I don't care to do that at all, even in the past, that isn't much fun for me, he is 56 in june I met him after he was just turned 52. I am 39 on July 29th. I am a pretty girl. Not a Skin and bones girl, I am not fat either. I have broad shoulders and big in that area. honk honk lol. I have a funny sense of humor and I love to be treated with a lot of respect and love. My past is not very good and I want it to turn around here really soon. I cannot take it here anymore, I do have a little doggie who is 2 and she is 22 pounds, a terrier mix with chiuwau, beauty is her name, her nick names are bug and my little girl, and then BOOTY lol. OK< well I hope someone can help me out. Please let me know. I can leave things here to get later, I do not have to bring my doggie now she is well taken care of here. Anyone out there? thanks Annie
